Apr 16, 2017

# FabbleMoon Original

This Will Make You Think Twice About Suicide

Hey Moontales. 


Suicide is never the best option. At first you may think it is, you commit it, you are happy. If you came back as a ghost would your family and friends really be happy that you are gone?? Take a moment to think about that. 
If the answer is yes then continue reading. 
If the answer is no then continue reading anyways. 

I think is one of my best, awful stories. Hopefully it makes sense. If you like it, make sure to leave a comment

*This can be very triggering. So please take caution*

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Maybe at first it is for attention.

Your family is fighting and you just want things to be normal again but they never will be. Your grades at school have begun to fall. You feel as though everything in your life is crashing down. Your older brother isn't there anymore, got himself addicted to drugs and parties all the time

 You go in the bathroom and begin to cry. Something sharp catches your eyes so you go to it. Hold it to your skin; shaking, crying you know you shouldn't do this but something is telling you that you have to. You take a deep breath and make a quick slice. The pain, the blood, the guilt. What did you do??


A few weeks later you fess up to your parents. This is what you have been doing for the past three weeks while they were busy fighting. Your mom begins to cry; your dad is speechless. How did they not see the signs?? They agree to get marriage counselling if you go to a counsellor also. One happy family again


Time passes by everything is going so well your parents have seemed to stop fighting and your grades have gone up.  Until one late night you hear your parents fighting again; their arguing about you. Blaming each other for your self harm, for your brother, for everything.


You feel as though it's all your fault that their fighting so you take the razor and cut deeper and deeper until you pass out. Safely in bed so your parents don't find you in the bathroom passed out with blood near you.


 You try to hide your scars with long sleeve shirts even in the summer. Knew that if someone saw them, they would think you are crazy. Your best friend notices a scar asks what it is, you lie and say you got scratched by a branch. She seems to believe you.
Self harming is getting too risky you have to think of something else. You begin to stop eating.


Christmas is approaching. No one has taken notice of your major weight loss besides your best friend. She is very worried about you but you don't care. Kids at school have found out about your brother and have been saying bad things about him. You begin to act out, getting into fights but you don't care about anything now a days


It's Christmas eve and your family couldn't afford a tree or presents. Your hear your mom in the kitchen crying . You take your trusty razor and slice your arms. You watch as the blood rushes out. You feel weak as you lay in bed. Your breathing begins to slow down. You begin to cry wondering what have you done but no tears come out. You didn't want it to end like this. How will mom and dad react?? Is your brother gonna even care that you are gone?? Will anybody care?? Maybe its for the best; atleast you will be free from the pain and misery of life. Your eyes shut never to be open again


Christmas morning your parents call your name. They wanted to surprise you with the keys to a car. They call again, still no answer. Your mom asks your brother to go to your room and get you out of bed.
Your bedroom door slowly opens as your brother walks over to your bed. He looks down and sees a pile of blood on the floor. He begins to shake and cry as he yells for your parents. They come running to your room, they try and wake you but to no avail.


Two months later-Your brother is now in jail. He begun to act out because he couldn't stand having you not around. You were the only one he truly trusted. He cries himself to sleep in the cell wishing you were still here and wondering why you left him.

Your parents are getting divorced. They started fighting everyday. Your father began to get violent toward your mother. He blamed her for you and your brother. Your soul stands there watching as he beats her, crying, screaming that you are sorry.

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