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Dec 24, 2017

Joy to the World

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Today is Christmas Eve!!!! Merry Christmas to all who celebrate it. May Santa bring all you asked for.

Merry Monday Eve to everyone who does not.


A little Mental Health issue of mine to celebrate the holidays 😉😉

There are many things I wish to buy a Nintendo DS, a smart watch, Chromebook....

When I go to look at these things, I think oh well maybe I don't need them. I start to think about how one days I will die. Then I start wondering where all these things will go.

Maybe if I was rich and could afford these things, I wouldn't have such a dilemma.

It makes me sad when I look at all the things I want. Since it makes me question if I need it or not.

Sorry to bring such a heavy burden for you to read of Christmas Eve. Just wondering if anyone felt the same.

Do you want things and then look back at the things you want and question if you need them? Start to get sad wondering what will happen to the things when you die.

Happy Holiday and I will see you next time

Dec 11, 2017

My 2017 Christmas List

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 here goes another late post where i had 0 motivation to do. Basically I had 0 motivation to do anything recently. Just been few of those anxiety ridden days. I don't know why, it just happens. 

Did you get snow also?? I bet you did since like the whole world got snow even Texas. 

What tops your list this year?? 

   The List

1.  A chromebook 

2. Books which you can see the ones I want here

3. Moto 360 Sport Android watch in white

4. A tablet

5. The Lenova Yoga Book Android tablet this

6. A telescope

7. A Nintendo 3d DSI XL 

8. A Charazard figure this

9. Things from Five Below

10. Reds Apple Ale (alcohol) 

Of course I want my room done and clothes but these are the main things. Mainly since I am getting my room and clothes down little by little.

    See you next weekend for another all new post

Dec 3, 2017

Get Fantastic Braids with Black Magic

December 03, 2017 2 Opinions

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Im am all about hair so when I saw an invitation to do a post on Black Hairspray, I jumped on it. 

But what is Black Hairspray??

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I will see you guys next Sunday for an all new post :) 

Nov 26, 2017

Afraid of Death

November 26, 2017 2 Opinions
Hope you had a great Thanksgiving.

This week I decided since it was Thanksgiving, that I would do a simple post. A questions and Answers would be fun.

Next week it will be back to the stories and mental health.

In the comments tell me your name and age

1. How old are you?

   I am 30

2. How has your life been different than what you’d imagined?

     At 18 I thought I would have kids before 24.
At 24 I thought I would have kids before age 30.
Age 30, the only kid I have is Kobe. I am ok with this.
Having mental issues makes life not happen like you want it to go. Just got to go with the flow

3. What lessons have you learned from your relationships?

   I have not had any relationships myself (more to come in another post)  but I have seen others.

A. Don't loose yourself for a lover.
Stay true to who you are

B. Don't loose your friends for a lover.
Lovers come and go but friends stay forever

C. Don't be afraid to love.
You deserve to find someone who loves you and to be loved

D. Trust your instincts.
If something does not feel right then chances are, it is not right

4. Are you afraid of dying?

  Many years ago I was but after losing my dog of 17years, I am not. I only fear how  I am going to die. Will it be painful?  Will it be quick?

5.  What does your future hold?

   It holds change and new experience. In 2018 I will be starting therapy once again and becoming a better me.
I will be exploring Montgomery as it is still new to me.
And who knows maybe somewhere I will meet someone both me and Kobe likes

6. What has been the biggest obstacle you have overcame in life?

   Everyday is a new obstacle. Being able to make it through the day. Fighting my demons that try so hard to make me join them on the other side is an obstacle I have to face everyday, sometimes more then once per day. It takes a toll on one self.

7. What is the biggest lesson you learned about being homeless?

  I have learned many lessons.
I guess the most important is who your real friends are. Some will stop talking to you when they find out you have no home ir the financial means to live. Others will stay by your side and try to help.

Another thing is I met some great people. Most people are not homeless due to drugs/gambling. Many are but some are out due to not being able to afford the price of living. This is why I was homeless for so long. Places that allow dogs are really expensive. I was not willing to give up Kobe in order to have a home.
Homeless people won't judge you because they are living the same way you are

8. What are you most thankful for?

   I am thankful for Kobe and my mom. They are all I got in this world. My mom has not judged me for my mental illness and Kobe could careless.

I am thankful that now I have a place to live.
Thankful for all my readers, the internet, animals, the sun, nature, music. Lots of things.

So that was my q&a. I hope you enjoyed it and maybe learned something new. I will see you next Sunday for an all new post :)

Nov 19, 2017

The Problem with Montly Income Reports

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 has been all over Facebook people arguing about Income Reports. I am proud of people making money from their blog but there is faults to posting it every month. Every 6 months is fine. 

Now why am I posting this and not quotes or mental health issues? This has to do with mental health issues. But I will get into that later in the post. For now its Why Income Reports Annoy Me

Tell me how you feel on the income reports? Does it affect you mentally

1. Income Reports are all the same 

 a.   Same affiliates, same posts, same sponsors. 

What can you do to help the income reports

1. you could start by posting them every 6months. I dont think we need to know this every month

2. You could go into detail of what it took you to get those sponsors, how long a post takes, how much you promote your content

Now that could be put into multiple posts. I am sure your blog would go fine with those kind of posts. Most bloggers who do income reports are those who help other bloggers. 

The Major Effect income reports have on others

  See I told you mental health would come into play. 

The top of the month is when bloggers come out with income reports. Most promotions are reports. Income report after income report. 

There is some that say "How I made__ in 3months" 

Most people who click on these are new bloggers trying to learn. They see you earned $___ in just a few months since you started blogging. They been blogging for the same amount of time & yet to earn any income. This makes them think they are unworthy of blogging. Maybe they stop as they feel they are not good enough. 

I have felt this way multiple times from reading posts like those. Why are you making $3000 a month and I am not. I make good content, have affiliates, promote my butt off but to no effect. 

You may be helping a few people but you are also hurting others mentally

See you next Sunday

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Nov 17, 2017

"Lessons We Can Learn From Gurbaksh Chahal

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I love hearing about success stories and those that have defeated the odds. One of those people who is an internet pioneer is a man named Gurbaksh Chahal, or to his friends, simply “G”. I was intrigued by his success by his beginning story and his drive to never give up no matter what the odds. Not to mention he is handsome ;)
His story begins about growing up in India. His parents were awarded a Visa via the lottery system. When G was four, he and his family came to America with \$25. He was often tormented as a child because of his turban. When he was an early teen his father took him back to India so that he wouldn’t forget his heritage. They first met some cousins on his mother’s side. G comments how he felt no connection to his cousins, it was as if his cousins thought he was the dumb American and they were the smart indians. He then went to visit his grandmother’s sister and he said she and everyone in the village was very welcoming. He then shares his first lesson: “Always surround yourself with people who want you to succeed, as you will discover most people are rooting for you to fail.”
Moving on to his teen years G began to develop a passion for helping his father with stock research. He liked it like homework, except for the real world. On October 27th, 1997 the stock market crashed. His father had lost everything. This was the first time G saw his father cry. G was terrified. A few days later his father snapped out of his depression and was determined for his family to move into the house they had been saving for. G was affected by the positive change in attitude. The resilience and determination was cemented into his way of thinking. His next lesson: “Never give up. The road to success is paved with failures

He realized that money began to to flow from traditional media such as newspaper and TV to the internet. He noticed there were other companies that were cashing in on this and that these companies started to transition from impression-based ads to click based. He wanted to try and learn more about this so he began to call and ask around. He began to start his own website and although it was a bit amateurish- he had designed it in Microsoft FrontPage. He found a company in London that had an Ad tracking system. A company rep flew out to meet G. Since G didn’t have a driver’s license, his brother drove him to the dinner meeting. He found out that the company rep was the owner and the company was a one-man operation who was on the verge of bankruptcy. G instantly knew that he was negotiating from a position of power and was no longer nervous. The man tweaked the software to G’s needs and G bought the software for \$30k. The agreement stated that G would pay him after 90 days. G needed 90 days to generate income. G also told him that once the company was up and running, he would offer to pay the man \$10k a month to operate the software. G was instantly and business and quickly registered the name “Click Agents.”
G started making more calls. He started emailing. G said that getting people on the phone was a “piece of cake.” But finding someone to take a chance on him was difficult. Finally, G struck gold when he called LeftField and ad agency who had InfoSeek as client. InfoSeek wanted to increase traffic to their site. G told LeftField that if they would put up a \$30,000 order he would deliver traffic for $1 a click. The following morning they sent over an order.
G never gave up. His story is all about his ability to persevere. His biggest lesson from all of this was about battling his cultural traditions, his parents expectations, his business adversaries or anything else that stood in his way- he was able to preserve and become extremely successful. Today he has over 3 different companies to his name, an incredible foundation that gives back to children in India and an empire to call his own. Gurbaksh Chahal truly is a rags to riches story we can all dream to have our own. He also has won an Ernst & Young Entrepreneur of the Year in 2013, is an international best-selling author of “The Dream” of his entrepreneurial journey and has been awarded the LEaders in Management Award and Honorary Doctorate degree in Commercial Science from Pace University.

Nov 14, 2017

Why Animals are Better then Humans

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Peace Be With You

I have compassion for humans at points but most of the time I can't be bothered with people.

I think animals are better then humans. You may hate me for saying this so go ahead. With all the shootings that happen can you blame me?

I got my reasons. Below are them

Reasons Why Animals are better then Humans

They can't use guns

They wont use you for money

They don't care how much money you got or what you look like

They need someone to care for them

They don't have a religion thus they don't harm others who think different then them

They kill other animals due to animal instinct

Humans don't have animalistic instinct

Humans know what is right and wrong

Animals do not know right from wrong

They don't make fun of someone for being different

They don't torture, murder someone for being different

They could care less about what you like as long as your nice to them

Everyday humanity is getting worse and worse. People killing, people being used, people being hurt... And for what reason?? 

We as humans are taught what is right and wrong. We know murder is wrong. We know using people is wrong, hurting people is wrong. And yet a lot of us do it. Why?

Do we lack common sense now?

Is money all we care about? 

Have we become so egotistical that we don't care for fellow humans? 

These are questions I think about all the time.

I know I lack human compassion but that is from seeing loved ones get hurt, used, abused, taken advantage of.... It could also be due to having 'mental issues'

Either way I know animals would never do the things humans do.

But animals kill humans. 

This is only if you come in between their food, family, territory. They won't kill a human for fun or because they broke up with someone.

Nov 6, 2017

My Favorite Girl Meets World Quotes

November 06, 2017 2 Opinions
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Girl Meets World a popular Disney show based on the hit Boys Meets World. Focused on the daughter of Cory and Topanga (from Boys Meets World) trying to make it in the world. A really great show that was canceled after 2 seasons and not picked up by another network. It focused on real problems like bullying and fitting in.

It has been a while since I did a 'Words I Love' series post. You can read those if you click the link above. I thought I would do a Girls Meets World one since I loved the show.

You can watch the full series over on Netflix with a month free (no code required) by clicking here

All rights on the photo go to Disney

Leave a comment down below what tv show or movie I should do next. If you would like a Part 2 then comment also

Oct 30, 2017

My Anxiety Story

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We all have our bouts with anxiety. For some it is just when they are stressed out. For others, it is all the time. I am one who experiences anxiety all the time, especially in social situations. Down below is my story of how and when I realized something may be wrong with my head.

Make sure to comment #AnxietySucks down below if you
have it also

So when I was younger I was very quiet. Everyone used to say I was shy. I hated that word. I wasn't shy, I just didn't have anything to say. I was quiet. No one thought of it as social anxiety. Back then social anxiety was not much talked about. I knew I was not shy, I was something else.

I really don't recall when I started to think that is was social anxiety. I recall a time when this girl moved across the street to me. For 6 months or so, I would only talk to her writing on a sheet of paper. This was back in 1998. Her brother I never even talked to for well over 10years. That might have been due to my crush on him also. 

I remember things changing in school when I stayed back in grade 7. I hated it so I shut myself down. For the next 5 years I was the quiet one. Never saying a word unless I was called upon in class. I didn't want to be the quiet one but after a while, I couldn't change it. I didn't have it in me to say anything. I would freeze up when someone bothered to talk to me. My body got used to not speaking.

When I got home, I was a different person. Loud and crazy. I would not shut up.

I got my first job right after I finished high school. I was determined not to be the quiet/shy girl again. Unfortunately with social anxiety that doesn't happen. I was once again the one that didn't talk and it sucked. I couldn't change it no matter how hard I tried. When I tried, I just got too nervous. Still didn't think of the possible social anxiety. 

I have such awful phone anxiety that when it rings I will just stand there looking at the caller id panicking. Even if it's someone important or someone I know, I won't answer It. the only time I answer the phone is if my mom is calling. Though at times I get too nervous to even answer my mom. 

In order to call someone back, I have to go in a room alone. I feel like there is the whole Yankees Stadium packed with people staring at me. It takes me near 30min to an hour just to dial the phone. And when I dial it, I hang it up before anyone could answer. I do that a few times until I can cope with calling. 

Now if I go somewhere I get myself a prize if I did good. Normally I can last about 20min before I get panicky. I start thinking people are staring and judging me.The cars passing by will stalk me. 
I have been going to the store around the corner and right when I get out, I panic. I want to run home but I know that will make me look like an insane person. 

Online I pretend that people are mindless robots typing back to me. If I think they are actual humans then I will begin to panic. If I get into a conversation online then I will start to over think it and freak. Sometimes I don't reply to people since I have no clue what to say.

I started Paxil back in May 2011 so far it doesn't work as well as I want it to. It does help with my fear of planes crashing into my house.  I think its more of a depression pill then anything. I want to get off it too and try Xanax.

Often I wonder what my life would be like if I got on pills or a therapist earlier. Would I be married and have kids? How would my life be different? If it would be at all. 

Social anxiety and self harm is not what defines me. It is a big part of me though. It does not define you either. We are bigger and stronger then the demons we face daily

Thank you for reading. I will see you next Sunday

Oct 22, 2017

Am I Normal Part 1

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Am I normal if I want a brain scan?
Am I normal if I want a near death experience? 
Am I normal if I wouldn't be scared if I was told i'm dying? 
Am I normal if I want a bee to sting me?

These are some of the questions that ponder around in my head late at night.

Am I normal?? 

What is Normal?? 

According to Google- conforming to a standard; usual, typical, or expected, common

Can a person ever be Normal? 

To me this answer is a clear NO.

We are all different in our own ways, unique. So how could we ever be normal?

Normal to you may differ from normal to me

So am I normal? 

Thinking of the questions on top and the answers to the questions below, Am I normal? Not you, me Tiana. Are the questions I ponder normal

To you maybe I am abnormal. Maybe I need to some help

But to me, I am normal. I question life. I think the way others don't think

Think about this- If we are all unique, wouldn't that be normal??

I want you to think long and hard (that's what she said) about this.  Leave your thoughts in the comments section.

Be sure to answer if you think I am normal for thinking the way I do. Am I strange??

*Don't let anyone tell you that you are not normal. And if they do, tell them 'Fine I don't want to be normal, I want to be me'
You are unique and amazing :D  

Fun Coloring Printable

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Hey hey there. Now I am working on something fun right now. I wanted to show a bit of a preview preview.  Now it will be way more than just this type of thing. Trust me it will be something you will love.

You can stayed tuned here for more information

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Oct 5, 2017

Vegas, Hurricanes and More

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💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 First I want to send love and hugs to all the families affected by what happened in Vegas and the hurricanes. I am so sorry about these events and that actions did not happen sooner

Vegas Shooting

   As we learn more about the guy, we ask more and more questions of how we can stop this from happening again. The sad reality being that it will happen again and again. We have been questioning what can be done?
If we get stricter laws on gun control, it will help. However people can still access guns from sellers on the street.

These people know what they are doing. They do not wake up one day and say Hey I think I will shoot up this place. These are smart people we are dealing with. Mentally insane yes but smart to know how to effectively carry these attacks out.

I wish I knew what we could do but I have no clue. A wall will not help. Banning countries will not help. These people are our neighbors, normal citizens we see every day. Not just Isis, Muslim but white, black... Any person is capable of committing these crimes. That is what our government does not want to hear. They want it to be as simple as building a wall. Lets face the facts here, its not that simple

I wish this world can go back to have people not be scared to go to concerts or clubs or even walk down the street.
  Just stay safe in all the you do


    This happens every year of course but it has not been this bad in years. States that have been hit have been getting hit over and over again. Now we have a hurricane on the horizon as we speak. That may even hit the same places that have been hit.

The hurricanes are not even the problem, it's the fact we have a president that does not seem to care for anyone.
A president that throws paper towels into the crowd in Puerto Rico. A president that says Hey you are wasting all the money.
A president that tells a mayor to shut up and stop complaining. This while she is out in 5 feet deep water asking citizens how they are. The president meanwhile? Golfing
A president that cares more about whether NFL players stand or not for the National Anthem. Who has no clue why the players are kneeling in the first place nor does he seem to care

Make sure you pay close attention to the weather during hurricane season to be prepared

My take on the Kneeling

    I believe that people have a right to protest what they want. Believe what they want. That being sad, this has never had anything to do with the National Anthem, well a tiny bit. More of the shooting of innocent black men by cops. Now it has become about the president not caring and players standing as a league. I think it is great.

The president really should be focused on more things then the NFL like the country

My Move to Montgomery and My ankle

   Recently I moved to Albama. So far I have been loving it. We live in a Motel currently which is fine since they have cable haha. They also have a pool and since the weather is so warm here, I can go swimming

  As far as my ankle is concered, it has been healing. If you did not know, I fracuted two bones in my ankle nearly one month ago. The pain is there but the bruise has gone.
I have to call a chiropractor to see what they say. Make sure it is healing right and I don't need surgery. Ask why I have such major pain. First I need to get my insurance in order.

Not much to speak of in my life currently. Just moved and my ankle is healing. Oh and also that hurricane I was talking about earlier seems to be on track to hit Alabama as a tropical storm. I am keeping a close eye on it since it is due to hit this weekend.

MLB playoffs are going well. My team is the Yankees!!!!

Sep 21, 2017

Why A Breakdown is Good for You

September 21, 2017 2 Opinions

Yes you read that correct, breakdowns are good for you. I know what you are thinking, Britney Spears shaved head era. Why in their right mind would want to go through that? You are thinking right 

Here is my thing. Think Britney Spears after that breakdown, she came back better then ever.

Only when you have sunk to the deepest depths can you rise to the top.

Once you get down there, you will know what you need to change in order to get back to the top


Recently I had a breakdown. One reason was due to stress, the other due to knew pills. I had the worst 2 days for mood that I ever had. My mood swings were out of control and I was crying alot.  However during that time, I figured out what was the best end to the situation that made me stress. I also realized that I should worry about the person I am making upset happiness and not just my own. I was being selfish during that time. When out of it, I changed my views. I am stronger due to that breakdown. All I needed to recover was to not take the pills and to listen to nature.

Your breakdown may be longer and you may need more help (I still need help) but trust me when you come out of it, you will be a new person.

Sometimes we hold things in for too long and our bodies/minds can't take it anymore. Its ok if this happens to you. You are not weak due to this. If anything you are stronger as you have had to fight for so long.

A breakdown is like a little vacation for your mind. It leaves and goes crazy having fun which is why you are all out of sorts. Eventually you will be ok

*Post down in the comments if you have had a breakdown before either small or big*


Currently I an in Pennsylvania as you can tell from the photo. I have been here for a week. Friday I will be leaving to Alabama. I am not sure if this is the right move for me or not but I do know I had nothing going for me in Massachusetts. I have everything to look forward to in Alabama

Pray for me :)

And yes I still have my cast on. Ankle has been hurting even more so I need to get more xrays. Don't think my cast will be coming off anytime soon.

*To see photos of my adventures and cast go to my Instagram

Until next time xx

Sep 12, 2017

Streaking with Bad Luck

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Recently I turned the big 3-0!!!! Age does not really bother me since I think of it all as mental. If I am able to act my age when I need to (ex: working) then it really does not matter if I dress/like little kid things. It is a 60/40 balance as acting 30 is not needed all the time.

With that being sad, so far I hate being 30. Not even two weeks after my birthday, I got and break my ankle. And not in a fun playing sports type of way. No a walking my dog in the dark and falling into a hole kind of way. I have never broken anything until the age of 30 😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠

So now I have a purple cast on for the next two weeks and crutches.

Moving Update

What a bugger it has been to move. Everything is all set, I just need my social worker to release the rest of my money. She is a (how can I say this nicely) meanie. I know she is just doing her job but still

Aug 18, 2017

Jul 30, 2017

Life In A New Apartment- Not Yipee

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I wanted to try something new on the blog. This post is talking about how you are wishing for that big change but knowing that life won't work that way. Hope you enjoy :)

As you may be aware I have been trying to get a new apartment. (You can help by donating here )
I have been going through in my mind that everything will change when/if I get this apartment. As much as I wish that will be true, I know not much will change.

What will change

1. I will have a home and not live in a motel
2. Kobe will have his won backyard to play in
3. Kobe hopefully won't have neighbors who scare him half to death
4. A new city

Now as much as those things will change, the important things will not

What will not change

1. My mental health issues
2. Kobes mental health issues
3. Financial status
4. Having to find a therapist
5. My relationship status
6. That I will be turning 30 & no where closer to finding any purpose in life
7. Having no friends
8. Having nothing to live for

Why do I feel like life will get so much better? My optimism that always goes wrong. I guess I will be happy when I move out of the motel and into my own home. Will just have to see what life holds. Maybe this will be a life changing experience. 

Wish me well. Thanks for reading and I will see you Tuesday 

Jul 14, 2017

I Review the Fidget Cube

July 14, 2017 0 Opinions
Unless you have been under a rock, then you know about the Fidget Spinner. (pictured below) The fun little device that is cheap but is supposed to do wonders for people with anxiety, add and other sorts of fidgetyness. Now has a huge following by people using it for fun and comes in various designs and colors. You can find them here or at your local drug store for a few dollars.
fidget spinner

Of course this is not a review on the Fidget Spinner, it is about the Fidget Cube. Very similar in helping people with anxiety, add.... Less popular then the fidget spinner in terms of trends.

Question= Do you own a Fidget Spinner or Fidget Cube? If so then do you find use in it or did you buy it since they are trendy? Leave your thoughts down below or on my Twitter #fidgetcube

If you would like to know more about the Fidget Cube, what it does, where to buy it and if I think it works then keep reading. 


Jul 12, 2017

Death & Suicide

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I want to hide
not to cry
Be happy for once
not like I want to die
The world is too hard
don't think I can make it
Faster and faster
I fall to a bottomless pit
I worry I wont pull through
I'm not strong enough
to win this battle
Life is getting to tough
I don't want to leave you
but i'm losing the fight
Don't cry or beg me to stop
just hold me tight

Jul 6, 2017

July Blog Goals

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I have made some Free Content for everyone. It is password protected. All you have to do is sign up for my Newsletter which you can do by clicking here 

Hey it has been awhile again. Recently I have been getting back into things.

First if you noticed I added a landing page which tells you what the blog is all about. Which you notice if you click here

Secondly I you may notice that I have a Free Content* tab. Of course offers some content. Like I said above though, it is password protected which you can get by clicking the link above

Third I have reopen my newsletter which I will be sending out once I get people to sign up :)

Since I am back, I wanted to share with you my July Blogging Goals which will include the dates I plan to post.

                           So if you want to see that then please read on

Jun 28, 2017

Why Motel 6 Is Bad

June 28, 2017 0 Opinions
Gamiss Star Sky Print Focus Toy Stress Relief Fidget Spinner
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Yay it has been forever since I recently posted :) Times have been tough. I will be getting back to a normal posting schedule soon. Twice a week maybe. That is when I have things in my brain to write. Haha but true

But First- My new character Miku-

Now back to the post 

Anywhoo I think this character is cute. A boy? A girl? I am not sure.

My time off the blog has been like I said, stressful. I have still been trying to find a home. Went from a motel, to my sister, to a motel, to another motel. Which is what this post is about.  A FableMoon Storytime

Jun 9, 2017

Why Jealousy Is Good For You

June 09, 2017 0 Opinions
They say there is 7 deadly sins.

  1. Envy = the desire to have an item or experience that someone else possesses
  2. Gluttony = excessive ongoing consumption of food or drink
  3. Greed  = an excessive pursuit of material possessions
  4. Lust = an uncontrollable passion or longing, especially for sexual desires
  5. Pride = excessive view of one's self without regard to others.
  6. Sloth = excessive laziness or the failure to act and utilize one’s talents
  7. Wrath = uncontrollable feelings of anger and hate towards another person

Today we are going to discuss Envy or Jealousy. You may have been taught that being jealous is never a good thing. To be yourself, don't try to be like others... Some sort of thing like that right? Well let me tell you, Envy can be a good thing

What? How is being envious a good thing? Well continue reading for the answer

Question- What 7 Deadly Sin are you?? I am lust as I just want love

May 4, 2017

May 2, 2017

Favorite Harry Potter Quotes 2

May 02, 2017 0 Opinions
Happy May Moontales :)

If you recall in March, I did a Favorite Harry Potter Quotes post (which you can view  here ) and since it was a top post and of course very fun, I decided to do a Part 2.

As you know Harry Potter has 7 books which means there are so many great lines. I think every single line from the book is genius but I mean it is better for you to read the book then me to do 700 posts of my favorite quotes which would add up to the whole 7 books haha.

So here is 8 more of my favorite quotes

Make sure to leave your favorite Harry Potter line or quote down in the comments. 
And if there is any other movie or tv series you would like to know my favorite quotes from then leave that in the comments also

*Be sure to check out my  Fave Titanic Quotes *

 Get all 7 books here on Amazon. Use Amazon Prime and you get free 2 day shipping so you can start reading the books Thursday :D


Apr 30, 2017

10 Things That Make Me Happy

April 30, 2017 0 Opinions
Hey there Moontales :)

I have seen this tag all over my Instagram feed= here I have not been tagged by anyone but I think it is a lovely idea. It was hard for me to narrow my list down to 10. I did it though and even put it in a list counting down to my favorite

I tag anyone reading this to do the tag also. It could be on Twitter, Instagram, Blog post, Youtube... Down in the comments tell me What is 1 thing that makes you happy?? 😁😁

Quick thing before I start= If anyone wants to collaborate on any one of my blogs, then email me at tianazworld@gmail.com 


10. Writing

9. Stationary like pens, notebooks
 Amazon has the best selection of stationary sets including this one which I am in love with. It includes 
  • 15” lapboard, 100 page journal, and 10 sheets of colorful printed note paper
  • Also includes 5 envelopes, 5 postcards, 60+ stickers and 4 colored markers

8. Chocolate

7. The sunrise and sunset

6. The calming sound of the ocean

5. The moon, stars, galaxy

4. Animals

3. NBA star Kobe Bryant

2.  My mom

1. My dog and past pets I have had

Apr 27, 2017

Escaping Life

April 27, 2017 7 Opinions
Hey there Moontales :)

We all have something that makes us feel relief.
Something that helps us forget life struggles.

My mom is going tanning. Being locked in the room for 15 minutes makes her feel away from life horrors.

For me it is writing. I like to write. I mainly write words about depressing things. I also like to sleep.
Both sleep and writing, I can escape and create a world of my own. I can have the life I want. No self harming, confidence, friends, looks....

Why am I even saying this? 

Recently I have been feeling down, if you read my recent post here then you would know that. And we all need a refresher from life sometimes.

I just want to remind you that it is ok to take a step back. It is ok to escape the world. Life sucks sometimes. No life sucks most of the time. Escaping life, even if it's for 15 minutes, will do great for your health, mind, weight, mood...


Down in the comments I want you to tell me what you use to escape the world?? I want you to find this escape

Do you write? Do you sing?
 If you like to dance then that can be your escape. Anything that makes you feel free to be your own self.

Playing sports? Watching sports? Playing video games even

Also on my Instagram by clicking here

Have a great day :)

Apr 26, 2017

What To Do When Life Sucks

April 26, 2017 0 Opinions
Hey there Moontales

Those days when life sucks suck. I have been feeling stressed and down lately. Life has just been generally sucking in every aspect. It always feels like I take 1 step forward and 4 steps back. Just can't get a hold on this life thing. It sucks. I lack motivation and will to go about life anymore.

I know many people get this way and like I said it sucks. You feel as though your life is just never going to get better. You hope that it does but you been stuck like this for so long that you lose hope in everything. End life or keep going? You want to keep going for the people you care about but is it worth it.

I may not be able to get out of my rut but I just may have some Ways to help you get back on track. 

Here is 'What To Do When Life Sucks'


Take a Step Back

   A step back from social media, friends... Take a step back from everything and just be by yourself

Clear Your Mind

   You can do this by taking the step back. Going for a walk by yourself. Just try not to think at all. I know this is going to be more hard then taking a social media break but it will help

Take A Nap

      Rest is what all this is about. Rest will help you clear your mind and take a step back. All this will help with the getting back on track

Stay Hydrated

   Make sure you drink and eat plenty. I know the feeling when you are down and just don't want to eat/drink. Don't want to do much really. But being dehydrated is not going to help anything

These are just a few things I recommend. If you have any other ideas then be sure to leave it in the comments section

Apr 20, 2017

6 Best Writing Prompt for Writers

April 20, 2017 0 Opinions
Hey there Moontales :)

Are you an inspiring writer who is looking for some inspiration to help write? Are you a writer who is currently in a writer's block? Well then you came to the right blog. My name is Tiana and I am going to give you some writing prompts

If any of these prompts helped your writing then make sure to leave a comment down below or tweet me And if you would like more of these posts then leave a comment also

Good Luck


*Click here to purchase some journals on Ebay to jot down your new stories*

1. You find an egg while walking in the woods one day. Write how you found the egg, what you do with the egg, if you keep the egg then say what is in it. Does the egg cause destruction?

2. You wake up from a nap to find that you are now an animal. You must figure out a way to get back to being a person before night falls and you are stuck as an animal forever

3. You are on the edge of the Empire State Building. There is another person there that you never seen before. This person says 'Come with me or jump.' How did you get there? Who is this person? What do you decide to do? 

4. Your parents tell you on your 18th birthday something is going to happen to you. Your 18th birthday is in 2 days

5. The lights go off, you hear an unfamiliar voice. This voice calls you name, then says 'Run'. The lights go back on, you don't see anyone around. What do you do?? 

6. You could have any super power you want. The catch- you must kill a loved one before you get it

I hope these were helpful for you. Make sure to follow the blog so you can see my interpretations of all these stories

Apr 18, 2017

This Is Why Life Sucks

April 18, 2017 0 Opinions
Hey there Moontales :)

Comment below if you feel the same

This is how I see my everyday life. An arrow points and flashes at me. I have no clue what it says but it's there all the time. Flashes brighter when in public. Like a warning sign not to go near me or something

People are always quick to judge other people
People see me as:

1. a foolish person who knows nothing
2. a dangerous person that you cant go near
3. Innocent

But I am none of those. Im smarter then I appear to be granted I don't know much but im not stupid either
 Im not this young kid who is all innocent and does nothing wrong. Im 25 and sooo much naughtier then I look. You'd be surprised im sure
Im like a bug. More scared of you then you should be of me

I also feel very invisible especially when I'm out in public. I wish I was but im not. People don't see me or notice me and when they do they judge me like I said up above. Life can be soo cruel

Sometimes I wish that I that I had a house on like an island. I can be alone with my animals and wouldn't have to go outside in the world and be judged. I do wish they had more animals friends or other people they could see

One day maybe I will find somewhere I belong. People will like me. I wont have that flashing arrow pointed towards me. I would be seen as me and not someone im not. My baby's will have more interaction with people

Maybe one day I will be truly happy

Apr 16, 2017

This Will Make You Think Twice About Suicide

April 16, 2017 0 Opinions
Hey Moontales. 

Suicide is never the best option. At first you may think it is, you commit it, you are happy. If you came back as a ghost would your family and friends really be happy that you are gone?? Take a moment to think about that. 
If the answer is yes then continue reading. 
If the answer is no then continue reading anyways. 

I think is one of my best, awful stories. Hopefully it makes sense. If you like it, make sure to leave a comment

*This can be very triggering. So please take caution*


Maybe at first it is for attention.

Your family is fighting and you just want things to be normal again but they never will be. Your grades at school have begun to fall. You feel as though everything in your life is crashing down. Your older brother isn't there anymore, got himself addicted to drugs and parties all the time

 You go in the bathroom and begin to cry. Something sharp catches your eyes so you go to it. Hold it to your skin; shaking, crying you know you shouldn't do this but something is telling you that you have to. You take a deep breath and make a quick slice. The pain, the blood, the guilt. What did you do??

A few weeks later you fess up to your parents. This is what you have been doing for the past three weeks while they were busy fighting. Your mom begins to cry; your dad is speechless. How did they not see the signs?? They agree to get marriage counselling if you go to a counsellor also. One happy family again

Time passes by everything is going so well your parents have seemed to stop fighting and your grades have gone up.  Until one late night you hear your parents fighting again; their arguing about you. Blaming each other for your self harm, for your brother, for everything.

You feel as though it's all your fault that their fighting so you take the razor and cut deeper and deeper until you pass out. Safely in bed so your parents don't find you in the bathroom passed out with blood near you.

 You try to hide your scars with long sleeve shirts even in the summer. Knew that if someone saw them, they would think you are crazy. Your best friend notices a scar asks what it is, you lie and say you got scratched by a branch. She seems to believe you.
Self harming is getting too risky you have to think of something else. You begin to stop eating.

Christmas is approaching. No one has taken notice of your major weight loss besides your best friend. She is very worried about you but you don't care. Kids at school have found out about your brother and have been saying bad things about him. You begin to act out, getting into fights but you don't care about anything now a days

It's Christmas eve and your family couldn't afford a tree or presents. Your hear your mom in the kitchen crying . You take your trusty razor and slice your arms. You watch as the blood rushes out. You feel weak as you lay in bed. Your breathing begins to slow down. You begin to cry wondering what have you done but no tears come out. You didn't want it to end like this. How will mom and dad react?? Is your brother gonna even care that you are gone?? Will anybody care?? Maybe its for the best; atleast you will be free from the pain and misery of life. Your eyes shut never to be open again

Christmas morning your parents call your name. They wanted to surprise you with the keys to a car. They call again, still no answer. Your mom asks your brother to go to your room and get you out of bed.
Your bedroom door slowly opens as your brother walks over to your bed. He looks down and sees a pile of blood on the floor. He begins to shake and cry as he yells for your parents. They come running to your room, they try and wake you but to no avail.

Two months later-Your brother is now in jail. He begun to act out because he couldn't stand having you not around. You were the only one he truly trusted. He cries himself to sleep in the cell wishing you were still here and wondering why you left him.

Your parents are getting divorced. They started fighting everyday. Your father began to get violent toward your mother. He blamed her for you and your brother. Your soul stands there watching as he beats her, crying, screaming that you are sorry.

Apr 11, 2017

What I Learned from- 13 Reasons Why

April 11, 2017 0 Opinions
Hey Moontales (new nickname for my readers)

*Take caution when reading this post or watching the series. Can be extremely triggering* There may be spoiler alerts in this post

13 Reasons Why is a new teen drama on Netflix based on the best selling book. It deals with many different subjects like suicide, rape, drinking, bullying...

Watch it on Netflix here

Buy the book here- 

Millions of people have already seen the series. I am sure you reading this have also seen it. Some of the things of the show made me have questions. I don't mean what happened to whatever character, I mean other things. To know what I mean, continue reading

Have you seen '13 Reasons Why'? Did you like it? Leave your thoughts in the comments section


Apr 4, 2017

Songs to Listen to Now

April 04, 2017 0 Opinions
I have been trying to write a song which is so much harder then I thought it would be haha. Maybe when I buy a piano, it will help. 

Speaking of writing songs, I thought I would share some of my favorite tunes right now. These are all the songs I have on my phone that I listen to basically every day. 

What song are you loving?? Comment it down below so everyone can listen to it. 

Justin Bieber- 

    You may not know this but I am a huge Justin Bieber fan. Even if you are not a fan of him, you still can not deny he has great songs. 

Michael Jackson-

   I listen to Pandora alot listen for free here My favorite playlist has been Janet Jackson. Of course on her radio would include her brother Michael. I love all his songs but these 2 are the ones that I have been playing most

Alex Gaudino-

  I had a song in my head so I Googled it. Came across this girl and this song which is a dance song

I'm in love

Taylor Swift and Zayn- 

  I love all Taylor Swift songs basically. This song is from 50 Shades of Grey

I don't want to live forever


   This song is so good yet it really is not that popular. Which is odd for my girl Rihanna whom I love

Love on the brain

Lady Gaga- 

    I don't recall how I came across this song but I do love Gaga

Perfect Illusion

Bebe Rexha- 

      I was watching a dance video on Youtube and they were dancing to this song. I instantly fell in love

I got you

Martin Garrix-

I know who this guy is but it wasn't until he was on Jimmy Fallon that I heard this song

This is the performance from the show of 'Scared to be lonely'


Last but certainly not least is Tinashe. Again I knew who Tinashe is and really love her songs but it was not until she was on Jimmy Fallon until I heard this song. Amazing song. She isn't very popular but she has talent and should be

Again the performance from Jimmy Fallon called 'Flame'


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